Chris and I have been fighting a lot. My temper is really short and I get irritated and pissed off by him easily, and that pisses him off too.

I guess its because I've been thinking of my parents, and growing more resentful as I think about them in their "new house". Maybe I really need therapy. I need to talk to someone who can help me to figure out what to do in order to make this easier.

Most of the time I talk to Dave about it. He just tells me to adapt to it and to get used to the fact that my parents aren't gonna be around as much as last time. Not that they were around last time either.

But I guess he understands. His dad is away a lot too and he's not close with his parents. We have this middle child theory. It's a theory that middle children are often the most neglected and the most squeezed out.

Ah. I want to get out of the house and do something with someone other than Chris. I'm meeting Dave for a meal next week. Probably because he's going to China for 2 weeks on 19th April. I havent been talking to him that much lately either. I duno, I'm just not in the mood for anything, it seems.

Geez.